Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

Boys are quite unique on their own way. Sometimes, girls just can't find the most suitable way to figure it out. 

1. Girls are allowed to touch their things but never their hair! 

They may spend hours in front of the mirror and you never know it. 

2. Most boys love game.

If they ever stop or pause the game because of you, you are really important in their life.

3. Boys usually not looking for perfect-look of a girl but the one whom he is comfortable with. 

Don't be too serious or awkward. 

4.  They are afraid of rejection. 

Sometimes, they can give bad feedback too just by saying, I can find a lot more better than just you! It is because they are hurt and they just lost their ego.

5. Boys have their own ego. 

Only boys know it.

6. When a boy giving you excuses, they are not actually gonna help you. 

They are just trying not to hurt you. 

7.  Boys usually misinterpret girls signals or body language. 

You just have to tell them straight to the point. 

8. Boys are gossipy. They gossip a lot more than girls actually. 

They usually sit in groups and the next thing you knew, most of the boys knew it. 

9. When a boy loves you, he would just teases you.

 Why? To see you laugh or mad. By this, he gained your attention.

10. They will sacrifice their money just for girls.

Even if they have to save a lot of money to buy teddy bears or even paying for a dinner. 

11. Girls are boys weaknesses.

A girl cries, a boy is so doom. 

12. Boys hate it when their girlfriend flirts especially with their best friend. 

The feeling of being competitiveness is high here. 

13. They are open about themselves. 

Just ask them, alright? 

14. The feeling of superior. 

Boys hate it when girls are better than them especially if the girl is their girlfriend. 

15. They cannot control their emotions well. 

They didn't think well before talking which end up hurting their partners during a fight without they realising it. 

16. Best friend. Their best friend knows everything about him. 

17. When a guy cries in front of you, he is terribly hurt.

Just be there for him, will ya?

18. Experience. 

They learnt from experience. Rejection and memories of their love life. 

19. Stalker. Sometimes, they admire you most. 

Try not to freak out when he takes your pictures without your permission. 

20. When a boy keep quiet, he is just thinking the best way to solve the problem.

21. A boy will work hard to do anything to please their partner. 

22. Guys always think that girls are complicated. 

They have a lot of questions. 

23. If he said, I don't understand you. 

It means, You are not doing it my way./ You are not listening to me.

24. If a boy tell his secrets to you, you are apart of their gang.

Don't mess with them by telling their secrets to the others.

25. A guy will find ways to keep you off from their opponents.

Using lame excuses sometimes. 

26. If a boy give you a flower, he is deeply in love with you. 

This is the first hint. 

27. A boy always think of their crushes and sometimes they show it.

Buy you a teddy bear, treat you a lunch or dinner. 

28. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend. 

They get jealous.

29. They may love flirting but they still think of their girlfriend before they go to sleep. 

Text to you "Good night" before going to sleep is how they remember you. 

30.  If a boy loves you, to him, you are perfect.

Don;t worry about your look or whatever. Just be you. 

31.  A boy will do anything to impress their crushes. 

Although they have to do silly things. 

32. They have a lot of things to tell their crushes but sometimes they just can't.

Nervous, anxious.! Speechless!

33. A boy who loves you will notice everything you wear, you say, you do, your hobbies.

They will try to follow whatever you do, say.

34. Boys will be melt like an ice-cream if their girlfriend care for them.

They are easily touched by their heart. 

35. To know if a boy love you, is to notice the hints. 

Be creative. 

36. A boy feel safe when their girlfriend hold their hands. 

He feels that the world belongs to just the two of them. 

37.  If you are important to him, the next thing you know is, almost all of his friends knew you!

Quite impressive, huh?

38. It takes a long time for a boy to tell you the true feelings. 

Courage, practicing, Support from friends!

39. Boys think too much sometimes. 

Too much possibilities crossed their mind. 

40. To let go of their girlfriend is the hardest thing to do. 

He would only do it if it is the best for you both. 

  

Boys, shall be boys. :) And this is a mystery. LOL. 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

It has been one day without a call or any text. You seemed to be invisible and not real.

Yeah, such a lame for writing this although I knew you are not reading this.

How I wish you will be reading this.

It felt like dying here. A flower without water and wilt. A fish suffocating without water. Patients are not be able to breathe the air. 

Can I be this strong?

I'm holding on, trying to be cool, doing everything as usual but I kept on thinking about you.

Am I going crazy?

Hell not.

I didn't feel happy at all or tell anyone how I'd feel.

They just don't know about it.

Yeah, I don't want them to know.

Some of them will mock me harshly whereby I really need their care and support.

Some of them will laugh at me and just walk off.

Some of them will said about the past and I cried inside and they never knew.

Some of them will just stay silent although I just need to hear word " I'm here for you"

I really want you so bad that I cried that night.

I called out your name although you can't hear.

I sobbed out loudly for the first time.

Do you know? I guess you didn't care though.

What the hell am I writing this for?

You gave me words that will never heal.

Somehow, I forgive you.

Yes, I am mad but I just can't be mad at you.

 I don't know how you would feel about me, maybe disgrace, hateful?

But that doesn't change the way I feel about you.

People may say I'm the most stupid person in the world but only I know how hurtful I am now.

They may say find another one! 

But I'll say It's still not the same.

Then, they will say, he's a jerk.

I'll just keep quiet and look down coz I'm hurt. 

They may say bad things about you but actually they are hurting me too.

I don't want people ask about you so I'm gonna keep my mouth shut. And say it's over, I lost the game.

I will not gain sympathy from the others nor tell them about us.

I will be strong, I'm gonna rebuilt everything.

And start it all over again.

I miss you but I won't tell you.

I felt so damn lonely but I won't show it.

I hate you so much but actually I'm not. 

I wanna call you and text you but my ego stopped me. 

I hope somebody gonna hug me and tell me, everything is going just fine.

But I will be cuddling myself from now on.

I will not say life is not fair.

Coz I'm the one who is not fair.

I hope tomorrow is a new day coz I'm gonna stay here and believe me.

Someday, I'm gonna make it coz I'm not a biatch. 

And when that day come, I will just look at you, and say. I am not regretting about us. 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

Saying words without meanings don't feel good at all.

Yeah, causing others to bleed while you are having fun.

There are certain people in this world, who doesn't really care although they said they care.

Well, words are just alphabets, you see.

To know the sincerity of a person, it causes a lot of effort.

Into knowing somebody that later on turn to be your best friend, or your special one. 

However, let's not forgotten how serious this matter is.

I've seen a bunch of people crying badly. Just about their regrets of knowing someone.

Actually, it should not be regrets. I'm sure, that person hurts but he/she once made you felt truly happy. 

So here. I'm not regretting. 

To say to a person. YOU just Cut ME. 

Meanwhile, the person doesn't realise it at all.

Should I tell it at the face or just talk to the hand?

It's useless. 

Egoism brings harm especially in a fight. 

You may tear people apart just because of a line of sentence.

That's cool. Sometimes, people feel they are powerful enough, gain power as if they are perfect. 

I doubt that. 

Human is not perfect. 

Maybe your friends cried because of you, you didn't apologise whereby, misunderstanding happens because you and your partner too. 

Why is that? It is your fault for not trying to reach the person to tell the truth and try to clear the things out between you. The other partner being exaggerate and never listen. 

Surely, nothing can be reached by this win-win situation.

Putting down your ego doesn't mean you are losing, it is just that you love that somebody so much. 

Be it friendship or love. 

Not only that, there are some meanest people in this world, who doesn't love to see you happy.

Although they were you friends, that doesn't mean they are truly friends. 

To find a perfect buddy. Well, as I said, there is no such thing as perfect. 

Everyone makes mistakes. Apologising is just a step ahead.

Put down your ego and you will be fine.

Obviously. 

But, don't get so low esteem until you don't have an ego. Now, that's call worst.

When people tried to hurt you, defend yourself, darling, but put it in a very good way. 

Be polite and hope that they will realise someday.

I know God is out there somewhere. 

Sometimes, people don't forgive you due to your mistakes.

That is a past. Past will remain history. History makes you what you are today.

You may want to forget but surely you can't forget. WHY?

That is you. How can you forget who you really are? Not if you have amnesia.  Only you know the best of yourself. 

The blames, mistakes, challenge, hardships, painful, sins, good deeds, love, and etc. 

But keep on trying. One day, the person will forgive you someday. 

The scars of your love, keep me thinking - Rolling in the deep by Adele

Well, that is so true.!

p/s: Everything matters. Just you don't realise it. 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

How worst could it be? Alone. Having bad nightmares almost every night doesn't makes me calm.

Shall I tell the wind? And let them sing it for me.? 

I wish. Really had wished. Things would never turn out this way.

Crying myself to sleep is double worst. 

Sometimes, I feel worthless and useless. 

I need to think of a way to make me feel better although it hurts like hell.

When a person smiles, it doesn't mean that that person is totally happy. Yeah, you bet it. 

Fake smiles nobody knows. 

When it hurts so bad, nobody feels it except yourself. 

There's nothing to say coz it's helpless.

How much pain you feel inside could not be described with words. But only tears.

Tears of a broken angel.

At the end, it came back to me. 

Need to stop these nonsense. I guess. The show has to be ended. 

It time to back up. Stand up again. New life. Coz I really miss the old me. 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

Hey baby. I think I just fell in love with you.?

Hello readers. :)

Love is hard to describe, the feelings that another person feel towards another, it is not a wrongdoing to do so. It is natural to love someone or even to be loved by someone. But you can't force someone to love you back if they don't. Seriously, don't. 

Have you ever had a crush before? or Now?

Well, I had too.
Boyfriend? err.

See, it's normal. Don't be so sad when you were hurt by your lovers. 

Be happy for your them, coz he/she is happy. Don't you wanna see someone you love happy?

There are certain times in our life where we undergone the maturity process, the growing process of a teenager. * am I a teenager?

We hurt someone, we made someone cried, we said bad things about someone.

When we entered a fight or we lost someone we loved so much.

Sometimes, we are even hurt by our closest acquaintance, as the saying goes, a friend can also be a foe. 

However, it all depends on you. Whether you are gonna treat your problem, steady and cool?

or by saying harsh words and spreading lies about them? 

Some people are busybody but they dare not to claim this exclusive title. LOL. Congrats.

When your love relationship is over, why do you cry so hard, darling?

I may not feel the same but I once felt that too. * I am now

I wished that the world crushed upon me. * see how dissapointed I was. ?

Although you lost him, but worry not, he just may not be the one for you.

God arrange this, for you to see the world.   Yes, honey, the world is cruel.

Not everyone may be good to you.  You may feel damn upset or frustrated but how long will you do this to yourself?  How long will you be mad at yourself, feeling that you are not worth it at all.?

Take those out, and let it rest.  Let bygones be bygones.

You are perfect the way you are. If anyone told you that you aren't, they were just jealous of you. Sssh. :)

Think positively may keep you happy and healthy. 

Bad emotion controls your feelings. Keeping you off from your own self.

p/s: I do not declare a war for I have my own. 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

I just can't put this feeling aside anymore.

I just can't pretend that I'm okay, while I'm not.

I'm just not so good to be your friend either.

Well, conclusion. WHAT-SO-EVER.

I don't really care, what you think of me.

And why do you hate me?

Seriously, did you just sabotage me?

LOL. I might be crazy.

Or hypocrite? 

Cool man.

Chill. 

A year of relationship, I don't deserve to get that either, huh?

You don't know me.

So, why don't you mind your own way?

Take care of yourself, I mean, your irritating mouth? 

Your harsh words, and your bad-ass.

I did almost everything. Just to make sure I'm fine and everything is beyond my control.

Just the way I planned it. 

You came, and ruined it.

Gosh. Of course. I'll blame you. FOREVER, darling.

Thanks for adding the spice, the cook was totally delicious.

And for you, my little one. :)

I'm sorry, it had to be ended.

I'm tired of these games.

I just can't pretend that I'm truly okay, but I am not.

Since that day actually, I was broken deep inside, but I dare not to tell you.

Yeah, coz you wouldn't listen. I know.

Although I asked for your forgiveness, and I broke my promises.

But seriously baby, I was serious for that moment.

Damn hard to forget but I made my vow.

How fool I am? 

You wouldn't be bother by that, right?

I know, you trusted them better than me.

As if you don't know me and they are. 

Yes, I allow. Coz it's your choice.

And this is my choice.

It's still the same. 

I lost the game. 

YOU won.

Checkmate buddy.

I may be regretting for my whole life. I guess, I don't see a way to turn back. 

There's just a light at the end of the tunnel and I'm going through it.

It hurts. I know. I know. I know.

This is life. You just gotta keep on pushing. Keep on going although there are certain people waiting for you to crush you down.

Everything's tumbling, and I'm trembling.

Shattering just like a piece of glass.

Actually honey, you just gave me reasons to be back on board. 

P/s: Awak boleh jual mahal dengan saya, sebab awak tahu saya tak mampu nak beli, kan? 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

Oh, God. 

Alhamdulillah, I'm finally here. Back in the hometown.

I truly miss Malacca much.!

I need raya shopping & hangouts. and bla2. 

I can't wait to do all these sort of things . ! 

Yeay! Haha. Stail jakun gitu. 

Running out of time! 

To someone called him.

Yes. I got a terrible headache till I hardly jumped out of my bed.

 Thinking about the outcomes but still I can't find the solution.

What was the real formula? 

I wondered.

But I found something to say. At least.

Thank you for everything.

 love.

 care.

 tears.

 laughs.

 pictures.

 ladybird.

  teddy.

 shirt.

 help.

 flower.

songs.

 card.

 fun.

For spending time with me.

And for those sweet memories. 

Not forgetting. 

And for showing me the real you.

I'm sorry for not being good enough after all these years.

I'm sorry for being too patient.

I'm sorry for being too fragile.

I'm sorry for being too much of me.

I hope, you are happy. I'll miss you. A lot.

You were once the best part of my life.

7 things- miley cyrus

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

ok, bai.!

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

Sometimes, we ignore alphabets. 

It is essential as apart of our daily life. 

I started with A B C, same as the others. 

Later,we grew older, we started to forget

The vital of each element.

We are using words as our own pleasure.

Making fun of others, absolutely fun especially when someone cried.

Making someone so low, was terrific when someone lost hopes and stop trying.

Making weird accusations caused prejudice thus you became the judge of the others.

Don't you know, it hurts? 

It's painful.

Sorrow.

 Sometimes, a person could not bear it.

Do you know that

Words are sharper than a knife/ blade .

They struck deep in your heart innermost.

Giving a scar eternally unless you are strong enough,

To give forgiveness completely but never forget,

A mistake is always a mistake.

Apologising does not mean anything if it does not come from your soul.

Useless, fake, liar.

Such a mess, words can be.

Puzzled.

How can I deal with these.?

Words can lie.

Remember, trust your instinct. 

I'm fading, corroding, tumbling, ignoring.

Whatever it takes, it is not working.

I'm sharing my thoughts. Happiness. Pains. Everything.

Can I have a piece of yours too? 

Ponder.

p/s: Can't sleep coz drank nescafe + milo.

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

I would like to make myself believe things happened recently.

Although I wish it was just a dream.

Please, don't let it go.

I swear, I would never let you go.

But it's impossible when you are in a mess.

And you don't hold on to your words anymore.

When someday you are being pushed to your limits

You'll realise how I had been through all this while

There's so much time to figure this matter but

we're declining.

 I was wondering, where were those promises?

Made me melt just like an ice-cream on a sunny day

Made me felt safe in a crowd

Made me just be me.

 I can't find words to speak and tell you

I can't find my courage to be with you

Will I be alright? 

Standing here alone in this road

I'm wishing upon the star

"Grant my wish"

I'm dying here inside

Can't you see ?  It's just me.

I'm afraid but I won't tell you

The creepiness and the craziness I felt inside

How my heart was beating like a drum

My tears fall apart but nobody is there

And secretly I want to scream out loud

Darling, I've hurt myself

Do you ever feel when you are alone,

You're missing a piece that doesn't belongs to you?

Suddenly you are sinking and gasping your breath

 Asking for help, any kindness?

People looking at you doing nothing, but pity

I guess, I lost my mind

I'm out of cage, finding freedom

But I don't know why

I need you, just so much

 Coz every time I tried to walk away

This crush gonna overwhelm me.

Listen to your heart

And grab jar of hearts

Never let it go

It's enough, just don't hold back

Coz I believe at least we have something that last forever.

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

 My friend and I went for a walk. 

Just remembered that  Sir Latfi told us to go out sometimes and freshens our mind.

Yeah, quite stressed out lately.

From the guards. I just hate them. Truly. They don't let the girls pass out easily. You know what I mean.

Next,we went to bazaar Ramadhan,  Taman Kemajuan.

 I don't think, I wanna go there anymore. 

I was walking with Zu, finding our suitable appetites. 

Later on, while we passed a stall, there were a bunch of boys.

I make no notice of them so were she. 

A boy out of shame, stared at us and stood out of the crowd.

He said out his name but  I ignore and walked just like nothing happened.

His friends gave a laugh at him. 

I was relieved. Thought he was not following us.

Then, we went to the other stalls. 

We heard, some hons. 

I was dumfounded. 

That boy just now, went on his motorcycle and chase after us!

Okay, just so stunned.

Not amazed by his actions cause I am and will always hate this types of boys.

I don't have mega sales here, boys.

He made about twice round, looking at us, showing us his motorcycle while shouting at us.

Then, Zu said something.

: "Wei.! Kau desperate ke ape?!"

Guess what, that boy looked back, in hope that Zu may gave a 2nd shout.

I was just staring while in my heart, I was just laughing hard.

I did not curse him there, cause it's not good although I wanted too. LOL. 

There were a bunch of old ladies and men there but why that boy still like that? 

I was quite puzzled. If he looked like them, I would glad to be a friend of them. :)

But he don't. I am not a type of looking at appearance, or look or money.

  Better be clean, that's for sure.!

I pondered. Why people nowadays are like that? 

Next.  We went to KFC.

The corner was dark but we saw 2 living shadows. 

Zu quickly, speed up our motorcycle but then she slowed after a while.

That was the time whereby those 2 living shadows make a through. 

The  passenger, looked at us such as we were ghosts. 

He kept on looking and that gave me a chill. 

although he was ahead in front of us, he kept on looking. 

scary.!

We ate at the KFC.

Nice one. 

I brought my "Nasi Kandar " along.

*suka-suka kau je bawak nasi kandar masuk. LOL.

*lantak lah. 

Everyone was looking including a bunch of humans not buying anything but sit there. Okay, You are much worst. 

While eating, an insane man walked in. He was talking to himself.

Staring at people with that big eyes. Zu got scared. 

I lost my appetites. 

Cause that man said something  about my food.

I finished my Mash potatooo.

And we headed for IPG. 

Truly, Zu speed up the bar.

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

So here was what happened for today.

We had  a meeting concerning on our mock exam.

All of our lecturers were there.

Giving advises & warnings.

Let's reminisce.

the first lecturer, Sir Idris, as the head of Language Department. 

He told us,about his hopes, how he would deal with it, attire, while during the speech, Mr. director gave him a call.

next, Sir Zul. He's teaching Social Studies,my last sem lecturer,  which is among my favourite subject. 

He told us, about the seriousness of exams, our attitudes, simple speech.

Madam Ernie, Social Studies.
She heard about someone saying that the exam was only a mock whereby the marks were not taken seriously by that someone. I don't know who but he/she knows the best what was she saying.
I can sense that all the lecturers were worried about us.

then, it was madam Su, my mentor. She is teaching me, Language description. (grammar)

she said that we should think about our decision whether we are interested with becoming a teacher since the first sem, should not wasted 1 and 1/2 years just to be failure.

She said something that made me realised. I'm touched.
God chose you to be here, even if your parents wanted you to be here badly, if God never allows it, you won't be here.
You are chosen, you already come here and took somebody's place whereby they wanted so badly to be here. 

 To my opinion, to be an intelligent student, someone must earn for it. It does not come easily. 

Everything comes with a hard work at the first,

Yeah, still, until today. I still regretted something that I did in the past which gave an effect that changed my life forever. 

But, Sir Zul, gave an advice that I'll never forget and since that, it changed me thoroughly.
As far as I knew, life was never easy for me.

Yeah, It is damn hard to leave your dreams and to follow your parents wish but you will never know. Maybe it is the best for you. God chose me to be this. This is my life. This is my faith. Although you struggled to be far away from it, at the end, it still belongs to you. To let go of something is not easy. Yes, I know.
Nevertheless, what is the point of ruining your own life for something that had passed, my dear? All you can do is, look forward to the future and be good in everything that you do. Therefore, no other regrets again.
Those were questions kept crawling in my mind. I had a phase whereby I broke down and I felt lost in despair.
I felt terrible and useless. Those were the bad days. Cross my heart, don't again.

After Madam Su, here is Sir Asmadi, my last sem lecturer for English studies.
He was doing 2-ways of interaction whereby he let Bux to talk and gave her opinions, what did she wants.
Later on, Arsyad!
The fluential-speaking-walking-vocabulary, gave his speech.
Sir Asmadi highlighted the word confer he used.
I don't know why, Sir Asmadi made us some jokes today? Yeah, cool anyway.
He told us about his CGPA and I was so impressed.
Wish I can be good too.

Lastly, Sir Latfi, English studies ( literature).
He told us that although a mock exam is just a trial but we should really read between the lines.
When they said, Oh, it's just a mock. But what will happen if you don't study?
He told us that we made the choice and we should know the choice whether it is good for us or not.

I guess. All of our actions, happened because of us.
The decision you take today affects your life for the tomorrow. 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

Again, I'm talking about exams.

Well, I don't really lovey-dovey this exams. 

Yeah, I told you about my mock exam, right?

guess what? We got the slips yesterday but I can't post here due to the wacko-internet.

Some people  were glad about their results, satisfied. Others don't.

Some people feel that it is just the beginning to start the engine and to wake up.

Some people cried and start to realise. 

Others think, Oh well, It's just a mock exam in other words, MOCKING. 

Relax.

Those were  the different situations with different types of people out there. 

I'm not excluded. :)

However, your determination define it all. 

Don't worry and be in gloomy, my dearest friends. 

It's just the beginning.

Everyone has the roller-coaster life.

Yes. To be truth, to admit the weakness of yourself is the hardest thing that ever happen.

Not to deny that, it all back to the ego.

Painful. 

As for me, I'm truly bad in grammar. 

that's  the challenge for me since my high school years until now. 

 will I ever be good in grammar? 

Only God knows. 

I think so, it depends on my efforts either.

I'm working on it. ( doing the talk ) * don't really believe me. LOL.

whatever it takes. Let's not give up, alright?

Be optimistic because it is not the end of the world yet.

Better be late than never! 

p/s: Congratulations & be grateful. :) 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

I had quite enough.

I can't sleep yesterday , thinking about all possibilities that might happens. 

How can someone easily say those words.

Just meaningless.

Sometimes I feel I'm meaningless by the way you treated me.

I just don't get it. Seriously. 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

During these few days. I always woke up when the clock strucked 3 am.

Oh, gosh. Some weird dreams of mine.

I wish for not seeing them again. 

These pretty ugly dreams kept bothering me. 

Please. Don't. 

Seriously. I miss my parents and a little-brat-boy at home. 

Not forgetting my sweet-apple-pie = Montel aka my bunny.

Everything nowadays seems normal.

Back to the beginning where it started.

Somehow, I'm glad. They were never better.

*Sarcasm.

I'm having fun actually although I lost some directions. 

Quite a pace, I thought.

How time flies and here I am. 

Not believing that I had been here for about a year. 

Well, still, an ample time need to be here before graduate.

Tough way. Tough choice.

p/s: Bila nak cuti ni? :( 

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

Do you know everything about girls?

I bet no, shall it be. 

Most of the boys are puzzled with the girls.

They said, Girls are unpredictable. 

LOL. Girls involve emotions in their life most. No wonder boys don't get the most of it.
Let's proceed. Even though you are so-so close with the girl, she won't tell you these: (most of them)

1. their actual weight

 Girls take things deeply especially when it comes to weight. Girls doesn't take things for granted for their always think about their appearance. Am I beautiful? Shall I lose my weight?  

2. special
Girls love to be special although they might not show it. Treat her just the way it should be is enough. Sometimes, make something or an activity just to make her feel special, that she is important to you.

3. talks
Girls talk about almost everything with their friends especially gossips and secrets of themselves.

4. sentimental
If a guy says something sweet, a girl will remember it forever.

5. shy
Usually they will get embarrassed easily, even though the boys just don't know what had just happened. Sometimes, they tried to hide it by walking away.

6. crush
Most of the girls, they daydream about their crushes almost all the time but they just don't show it. Although her heart pumping out for him.

7.  lies
Every girl hates to be lied to although it was only a simple thing. They just know it by their hunch.

8. expression
LOVE. A girl never want to know the meaning of " I Love You" if you just don't mean it. Get lost!

9. sensitive
A woman heart is fragile. Seriously. Don't ever break it. It will fall apart easily.

10. eye contact
Girls love to have to eye contact especially during the talking. Eye contact means that you are interested with her talking.

11. cheat
Never ever cheat upon a girl,  because she will know it. Although she doesn't ask you about it. She is just waiting for you to admit it.

12. compliment
Girls love it when you compliment them. They will remember most of it.

13. confident
Every girl love the confidence and they will do anything to gain confident of themselves.

14. bad things
Girls doesn't like it if you do bad things just to impress her, * just be you.

15. nicknames
Every girl has their own nickname that they love to be called with. Names you never expected before.?

16. friends
Usually they walk in groups to avoid any direct contact from the boys. This group is harder to breakthrough by the boys.

17. cry
If a girl cry in front of you, she really wants you to comfort her. Just say " it's gonna be alright" and be there for her.

18. advice
Usually they seek advice from their friends but if they ask advice  from you, it means that what are you saying are important to her.

19. skinny girl
Girls always think that guys are attracted to the hot & skinny girls

20. fat
Most of the girls think that they are fat even though they aren't

21. scenario
When a girl approaches you and ask you about your feeling, she really cares about you

22. hints
We love to give hints but if you ask about it, we will just deny it.* unless if you really care about it.

23. listen
If a girl is upset, just listen to her is enough. Give some response. Don't so be so stiff.

24. understand
Never ever say that you understand what is she saying although you aren't

25. appearance
Girls think that their appearance is the most important thing that ever cross their mind

26. romantic
Surely, a girl will be impressed with you if you ever done anything just to impressed her such as giving her a bouquet of flowers

27. name
A girl loves it when you call her by her name

28. flirt
If you are flirting with her friends, Ops. You just lose your chance. Flirt only one with of them.

29. PMS
During this period within, don't make her angry or sad. Her hormone is not balanced and she will get easily to be angry and sad. It's terrible. *only girls know

30. apologize
Seriously. Just say " I'm sorry" or "I'm really sorry" is enough for girls.

31. always right
Don't you know that girls always want to win the situation and will always say that they are right? Oh, just let them be.

32. dirty talking
Girls doesn't love it when it comes to dirty talking. Sometimes, they just think that you are a pervert.

33. shopping
Girls love to shop, well, they just can't help it.

34. compare
Don't! Never compare a girl with another girl, they really really care. This action will make her feel terrible & horrible. In a word, Terrifying.

35. funny
Girls are easier to be found attracted to funny guys* crack some jokes, fellas

36. date
Even if you think you are going out with her, sometimes, they take it seriously, such as a date.

37. ex-girlfriends
Any ex-girlfriend is a harm to any girl of their boyfriends

38. treat
A girl never want to have a bad treat, so don't ! Cause they will remember it.

39. help
If a girl asking for a help, she really needs a help, try not to let her down.

40. laugh
Make some jokes for her to augh especially when she is sad.

:) Girls are always girls.

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

Last night, I went to the clinic with my roommate. Urgent call. Yeah. I got another fever for the 2nd time of this month. 

It all started there, at a clinic in Perlis. :D 

I registered and I'm the 27th person. But at that time it was only the 15th person. Need to wait. 

The clinic was full of sick children and adults. 

We decide to go to the shop next door, I just could not find Reader's Digest. :(

Later on, we went to the 7E and wasting time there for there were nothing else we can do. 

Then, we went back to the clinic, the show was about some tv1 programme. I just could not understand the story was about? 

It was my turn when the clinic assistant called me. I was blurred. Not knowing which room should I go.

At the waiting room, there were a few people consist of a brother, sister and their younger sister. A family, I guess. 

While sitting, I heard them talking language that I could not understand. Later on, I found out. FINE. 

It was English.

I was withholding my laugh and the same goes to my roommate. 

We did some sort of "cover-cover " line. LOL.

I was not laughing at their courage to speak in English. But please, Don't be so arrogant? 

It's annoying. Seriously.

Actually, when the first time we entered the room they were talking slowly,but then it turns out to be louder than  before. 

I was : What's wrong with you, man? 

The girl beside me was asking her brother why the newspaper was full with politics.

Her brother replied with, The doctor likes politics. 

I was like.... Really? LOL. How does he knows about that. ? 

The brother was talking in some sort of a slanga which annoys me coz it sounded so arrogant.

I was laughing slowly coz  yeah, well, maybe THEY thought that they were the only one can speak the language. Well, woteva.

I was looking at my roommate, she was withstanding with the situation. 

Then the brother kept on talking,  What are you going to tell the doctor? About the fever, and the "muntah' and EVERYTHING?

He said it in a funny syllable sound that the everything sounds thingggg. LOL. 

To my opinion, just not to hard on the Thinnnnggg. 

I was like. OMG. I just want to laugh so hard that time. 

Do you need to discuss about your illness what to tell to the doctor? 

Seriously funny. Surely, you already knew about it at home, right? 

The sister was talking just fine. But seriously, the brother annoyed me.

He kept on, 

Do you know that they spent 8 Thousand dollars for bla3. 

*still holding my breath. *try not to laugh.

Then, it was their turn to go and met the doctor. 

Once they closed the door. 

We burst into laughs. LOL. I felt that I can't stand with the laugh anymore. My roommate was like. Stop doing that! I was like what>>? Its truuee. Not mee. It's them! Then, we kept on laughing. 

And the laughing kept on until we met the doctor. 

The doctor asked me  about my illness and I told him that I was feeling Drowsy for the whole day. 

The doctor said maybe I have Stress headache. 

I was likee. Hahhh?! stress??

We kept on laughing again.  Then I told him. I don't think so.* while giggling. 

Seriously, the doctor wrote on the screen, STRESS HEADACHE. *omg. that's me.

Next illness, he checked my blood pressure, :) Normal. 

A no-no illlness for my blood level. Luckily.

Temperature of body. Oh no. Using the armpit thermometer, I was Are you serious doctor?? 

The doctor was so cool that he said yes. * I laughed again but I did it. 

While waiting, I asked him, How much longer do this armpit thermometer ?? 

The doctor said, relax, we have a fun time chit-chat.. * LOL

Go on. Next, he checked my heart beat. 

I asked him, I think I got tonsil swollen yesterday.

He said, the sign of having fever. 

He asked me to open my mouth and aaaaaaaa. 

Then, he said, Its gone. where did it go? I was uhh? gone?

Later on, I gave the thermometer, yes. Fever. -______________-"

I asked more, doctor, don't you think I have flu as well? 

He said it calmly, no. no no. you don't. 

I was like.. ohh. I don't. Maybe I was imagining them. LOL.

The end of the check-up. Thanks doctor. 

I got a few prescriptions of medicines , some tasted like sweet. ergh. Orangee. 

Good news. I got MC as well.

Thanks doctor, you were so cool. - KLINIK OTHMAN, PERLIS.

Last night,  I told my roommate to record everything that happened in the class. *LOL. 

First time, i'm on leave since the first time I entered this IPG last year. *cooool.