Saturday, 13 August 2011

Wake up call.

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

So here was what happened for today.
We had  a meeting concerning on our mock exam.
All of our lecturers were there.
Giving advises & warnings.


Let's reminisce.
the first lecturer, Sir Idris, as the head of Language Department. 
He told us,about his hopes, how he would deal with it, attire, while during the speech, Mr. director gave him a call.
next, Sir Zul. He's teaching Social Studies,my last sem lecturer,  which is among my favourite subject. 
He told us, about the seriousness of exams, our attitudes, simple speech.

Madam Ernie, Social Studies.
She heard about someone saying that the exam was only a mock whereby the marks were not taken seriously by that someone. I don't know who but he/she knows the best what was she saying.
I can sense that all the lecturers were worried about us.

then, it was madam Su, my mentor. She is teaching me, Language description. (grammar)
she said that we should think about our decision whether we are interested with becoming a teacher since the first sem, should not wasted 1 and 1/2 years just to be failure.
She said something that made me realised. I'm touched.
God chose you to be here, even if your parents wanted you to be here badly, if God never allows it, you won't be here.
You are chosen, you already come here and took somebody's place whereby they wanted so badly to be here. 
 To my opinion, to be an intelligent student, someone must earn for it. It does not come easily. 
Everything comes with a hard work at the first,
Yeah, still, until today. I still regretted something that I did in the past which gave an effect that changed my life forever. 
But, Sir Zul, gave an advice that I'll never forget and since that, it changed me thoroughly.
As far as I knew, life was never easy for me.

Yeah, It is damn hard to leave your dreams and to follow your parents wish but you will never know. Maybe it is the best for you. God chose me to be this. This is my life. This is my faith. Although you struggled to be far away from it, at the end, it still belongs to you. To let go of something is not easy. Yes, I know.
Nevertheless, what is the point of ruining your own life for something that had passed, my dear? All you can do is, look forward to the future and be good in everything that you do. Therefore, no other regrets again.
Those were questions kept crawling in my mind. I had a phase whereby I broke down and I felt lost in despair.
I felt terrible and useless. Those were the bad days. Cross my heart, don't again.

After Madam Su, here is Sir Asmadi, my last sem lecturer for English studies.
He was doing 2-ways of interaction whereby he let Bux to talk and gave her opinions, what did she wants.
Later on, Arsyad!
The fluential-speaking-walking-vocabulary, gave his speech.
Sir Asmadi highlighted the word confer he used.
I don't know why, Sir Asmadi made us some jokes today? Yeah, cool anyway.
He told us about his CGPA and I was so impressed.
Wish I can be good too.

Lastly, Sir Latfi, English studies ( literature).
He told us that although a mock exam is just a trial but we should really read between the lines.
When they said, Oh, it's just a mock. But what will happen if you don't study?
He told us that we made the choice and we should know the choice whether it is good for us or not.

I guess. All of our actions, happened because of us.
The decision you take today affects your life for the tomorrow. 

2 comments:

Arsyad Muhamad said...

=_=" tejut boboi..nama boboi masa boboi kena panggil...

Munirah said...

lol. haha.

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