Monday, 26 September 2011

I think I just fell in love with ...?

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)
Hey baby. I think I just fell in love with you.?

Hello readers. :)

Love is hard to describe, the feelings that another person feel towards another, it is not a wrongdoing to do so. It is natural to love someone or even to be loved by someone. But you can't force someone to love you back if they don't. Seriously, don't. 
Have you ever had a crush before? or Now?
Well, I had too.
Boyfriend? err.
See, it's normal. Don't be so sad when you were hurt by your lovers. 
Be happy for your them, coz he/she is happy. Don't you wanna see someone you love happy?

There are certain times in our life where we undergone the maturity process, the growing process of a teenager. * am I a teenager?
We hurt someone, we made someone cried, we said bad things about someone.
When we entered a fight or we lost someone we loved so much.
Sometimes, we are even hurt by our closest acquaintance, as the saying goes, a friend can also be a foe. 
However, it all depends on you. Whether you are gonna treat your problem, steady and cool?
or by saying harsh words and spreading lies about them? 
Some people are busybody but they dare not to claim this exclusive title. LOL. Congrats.

A dove in flight.

When your love relationship is over, why do you cry so hard, darling?
I may not feel the same but I once felt that too. * I am now
I wished that the world crushed upon me. * see how dissapointed I was. ?
Although you lost him, but worry not, he just may not be the one for you.
God arrange this, for you to see the world.   Yes, honey, the world is cruel.
Not everyone may be good to you.  You may feel damn upset or frustrated but how long will you do this to yourself?  How long will you be mad at yourself, feeling that you are not worth it at all.?
Take those out, and let it rest.  Let bygones be bygones.
You are perfect the way you are. If anyone told you that you aren't, they were just jealous of you. Sssh. :)

Think positively may keep you happy and healthy. 
Bad emotion controls your feelings. Keeping you off from your own self.


p/s: I do not declare a war for I have my own. 

Sunday, 25 September 2011

Can't you keep a secret, darling?

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

I just can't put this feeling aside anymore.
I just can't pretend that I'm okay, while I'm not.
I'm just not so good to be your friend either.

Well, conclusion. WHAT-SO-EVER.

I don't really care, what you think of me.
And why do you hate me?
Seriously, did you just sabotage me?

LOL. I might be crazy.
Or hypocrite? 
Cool man.
Chill. 

A year of relationship, I don't deserve to get that either, huh?
You don't know me.
So, why don't you mind your own way?
Take care of yourself, I mean, your irritating mouth? 
Your harsh words, and your bad-ass.

I did almost everything. Just to make sure I'm fine and everything is beyond my control.
Just the way I planned it. 
You came, and ruined it.
Gosh. Of course. I'll blame you. FOREVER, darling.
Thanks for adding the spice, the cook was totally delicious.

And for you, my little one. :)
I'm sorry, it had to be ended.
I'm tired of these games.
I just can't pretend that I'm truly okay, but I am not.
Since that day actually, I was broken deep inside, but I dare not to tell you.
Yeah, coz you wouldn't listen. I know.
Although I asked for your forgiveness, and I broke my promises.
But seriously baby, I was serious for that moment.
Damn hard to forget but I made my vow.
How fool I am? 
You wouldn't be bother by that, right?


I know, you trusted them better than me.
As if you don't know me and they are. 
Yes, I allow. Coz it's your choice.
And this is my choice.
It's still the same. 
I lost the game. 
YOU won.
Checkmate buddy.

I may be regretting for my whole life. I guess, I don't see a way to turn back. 
There's just a light at the end of the tunnel and I'm going through it.
It hurts. I know. I know. I know.
This is life. You just gotta keep on pushing. Keep on going although there are certain people waiting for you to crush you down.
Everything's tumbling, and I'm trembling.
Shattering just like a piece of glass.
Actually honey, you just gave me reasons to be back on board. 

P/s: Awak boleh jual mahal dengan saya, sebab awak tahu saya tak mampu nak beli, kan?