I'm trying.

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

I would like to make myself believe things happened recently.

Although I wish it was just a dream.

Please, don't let it go.

I swear, I would never let you go.

But it's impossible when you are in a mess.

And you don't hold on to your words anymore.

When someday you are being pushed to your limits

You'll realise how I had been through all this while

There's so much time to figure this matter but

we're declining.

 I was wondering, where were those promises?

Made me melt just like an ice-cream on a sunny day

Made me felt safe in a crowd

Made me just be me.

 I can't find words to speak and tell you

I can't find my courage to be with you

Will I be alright? 

Standing here alone in this road

I'm wishing upon the star

"Grant my wish"

I'm dying here inside

Can't you see ?  It's just me.

I'm afraid but I won't tell you

The creepiness and the craziness I felt inside

How my heart was beating like a drum

My tears fall apart but nobody is there

And secretly I want to scream out loud

Darling, I've hurt myself

Do you ever feel when you are alone,

You're missing a piece that doesn't belongs to you?

Suddenly you are sinking and gasping your breath

 Asking for help, any kindness?

People looking at you doing nothing, but pity

I guess, I lost my mind

I'm out of cage, finding freedom

But I don't know why

I need you, just so much

 Coz every time I tried to walk away

This crush gonna overwhelm me.

Listen to your heart

And grab jar of hearts

Never let it go

It's enough, just don't hold back

Coz I believe at least we have something that last forever.