Hell.

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

How worst could it be? Alone. Having bad nightmares almost every night doesn't makes me calm.

Shall I tell the wind? And let them sing it for me.? 

I wish. Really had wished. Things would never turn out this way.

Crying myself to sleep is double worst. 

Sometimes, I feel worthless and useless. 

I need to think of a way to make me feel better although it hurts like hell.

When a person smiles, it doesn't mean that that person is totally happy. Yeah, you bet it. 

Fake smiles nobody knows. 

When it hurts so bad, nobody feels it except yourself. 

There's nothing to say coz it's helpless.

How much pain you feel inside could not be described with words. But only tears.

Tears of a broken angel.

At the end, it came back to me. 

Need to stop these nonsense. I guess. The show has to be ended. 

It time to back up. Stand up again. New life. Coz I really miss the old me.