Loser strangers.

Assalamualaikum. Life is great. Appreciate it. :)

I've been thinking for a while. 

Being patient although I've been receiving a lot of unknown numbers.

Hundreds of calls from numerous numbers.

Constantly, Yeah. I blocked some of it. Just a few I didn't do so. 

I got a lot of texts from my "friends".

A lot of questions why and what happened? 

Some who were very annoyed with what I did. 

Or partially being damn busybody. 

I'M SORRY.

To those who I had blocked your numbers. I'm just tired of getting a lot of calls and texts. Pity my friends for receiving calls at the middle of the night especially my roommate. She had to off her phone due to a lot of texts and calls. It was quite tiresome though. I don't know what to say or what to do.

Even if I tell you why, will it able to change your perspective towards me?

I don't think so. 

Therefore, I took this way.

I shut myself and silent.

My privacy that I won't tell you, forever.

You can say anything about me, but remember you are not in my situation. Perhaps, someday. You will feel the same or do worst than I am.

I endure these feelings for a long time. Even I begged him for it.

It doesn't makes any sense as it doesn't feel any better. 

Only the one listener of one side story will say I am thoroughly bad.

Darling, the situation doesn't happened as what he told you. 

Yes, I admit my wrongdoings. But how can you repair a relationship that can't be helped?

Till it hurts your innermost and you realized that you are craving for a better life?

I may be selfish. But do you feel my pain? NO.

That is why. YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO TELL ME ANYTHING. 

I have no valid reasons to tell you why coz it's my privacy. Even some people do not understand the word PRIVACY.  I do not blame them coz it's my problem, my life. Not everyone will understand you.

So, be an adult. Stop these nonsense and stories. Stop calling my friends and crying asking to be pitied. 

I wish you to be happy life ahead. Although you said bad things to me. But I didn't wish the same for you. You may say I'm a liar but actually you know who's fault it is. You may tell the whole world but I have my reasons why I did it.